Everyone considered me a completely normal, very bright obedient child with good English and manners when I was little. No one ever diagnosed me with this or suggested it. But I had all of these fears that I obssesed about like in that disorder. One example would be my fear of being called down on or corrected. I was so scared of being corrected or getting in trouble with a stranger that I was always 100% polite and did everything I was told. I was very afraid of them though. I was comfortable enough to disobey in front of my parents, but I always did everything a stranger said. If I ever did get corrected or told I was bad I would get very upset, hyperventilate, and cry. Another example would be my fear of certain foods. I still am afraid of these foods actually, but not to the same extreme of when I was little. I wouldn’t eat at the same table of people who had condiments or pickles and when I smelled it I would actually throw up. If I were in a restaurant and they put a pickle on my plate I would not eat the food and scream it upset me so much (when I was a toddler). I also was obssesed with drawing the same picture every day, and had to wake up very early before school to do it because if I didn’t I was bound to have a bad day and I called it. I would often play with the same toy for hours and hours and I couldn’t relate to other children because they didn’t do the same things I did.

okay, so to save a story, this dumb hoe was all up on me at a musical. she was lying on my shoulder but my girlfriends friend said we were cuddling and shit. which you can’t do, because the seats are made for one person and the arm rests were like up to my upper body. we weren’t cuddling, anyway… my girlfriend is all pissed at me. I am alright at drawing and i do some crafty things. but I’m all out of ideas. i need something cute to do for her. (flowers, drawing, etc..)

extra info: i am trying to give whatever i make her to her tomorrow at a restaurant. so something fast please.

My name is Philip & I’m GAY! I turned 20 years like one month ago. My problem is..actually I have lot of problems, so they are I’m gay ( a closet case ), I have no friends ( No one; 0 friends ), I have no talents ( I’m not good in sports,not good in drawing, ..nothing! ) I’m not muscular like most of other boys, I feel so lonely! I’m a college student & I only have one friend in college,but she’s a girl. I’m not sure weather she’s in love with me or not,but I love her as a friend. My life is horrible ,I have no social life. I’m going to college 5 days a week & I’m working in a restaurant 2 days & Sunday I’m home alone all day! I’m sleeping most of the time or I’m on youtube!I’m all alone inside my room! I have no body to go out have fun just I’m so bored & lonely. No one likes me,even my own family members & they hurt me so much. I think they know probably I’m gay & my older sister even asked me one time that why the hell I live in this world,she told me that I can’t fight like other boys,I can’t play football or any sport,I have no friends, no social life & she told me that why don’t you just die! I don’t know whether she really meant it or not ..but I couldn’t believe it, I came home & I cried so much. It’s a usual regular thing in my life. I wish every day & every hour I die.. why the hell I’m living in this world. I really really wanted to suicide , but I couldn’t do it. One reason is I have no guts & the other reason is I love my mum. I think she cares about me but I’m not sure if she really loves me. But first I really hated her & she’s the same. But I had to leave her to live with my dad after 17 years, who’s a total bastard! But then I understood that she really loved me & cared about me. She has many hopes about me & I can’t just betray her but either I don’t want to live. My dad hates me I’m the same..if I could I will beat him up to death! I hate him that much! I’m just useless I know may be that’s why they don’t like me,who knows! I spend all the time inside my room if I’m not working or if I’m not in college. I can’t believe it! How I’m doing it, it’s so hard to live without anyone in your life especially it’s hard to believe the fact that a person in my age level has no friends! I don’t know what to do! I don’t talk that much! The reason is no one can understand me, anything I’m saying. Even my own parents. I speak two languages,but I’m still learning english. But even no one can understand me in my own language! It’s hard I have no one to talk! I’m so quiet & boring. I have heard people saying that a freak , may be that’s true.

I never had a relationship with anyone & I’m still a virgin. A 20 year old VIRGIN , I never had a boy friend or even a girl friend, I haven’t kissed anyone yet or I never had sex with anybody! I never experienced what it’s feel like be in a relationship. I really don’t want to have just a sexual relationship with anyone! I really want to love someone , a normal relationship. I want to love him more than my life. I’m not that attractive & I’m kind of skinny & I have dark olive(brown) skin tone. But I’m really honest & normally people think that I’m so dumb or I’m an idiot. I don’t even touch a penny that own to someone else. I can’t lie ..it’s really hard for me to lie. I’m so depressed & there’s no one to help me. My parents think I’m mentally ill one of the reasons for which I’m crying everyday in my life about. They may be think that GAY is a mental illness. They think I’m sick to love a another man. Which I haven’t done yet!

I want to kill myself very bad. When I see other people holding hands & kissing it makes me jealous..yes & also very very sad. When I see other boys & girls hanging out with friends I always look at them & wish I was with them having fun! But some peoples’ real lives are some peoples’ dreams! It’s just..not right! My sisters & other people question me always that if I have a girl friend or not, which makes the situation even worse. I don’t have a answer for them ,I just change the topic with a joke or something else. But if I had a boy friend I would come out to everyone , but I’m not that lucky! I can’t even fit in to gay community!
I really had a crush on one guy, he’s chinese & he’s in my media class. I shared food with him,tried to talk to him & I really loved him. I still do. But even he doesn’t want to talk to me. I think he might me gay or bi! I’m not sure! His name is Yong ,so last week I bought some snack bars for me & him, because I wanted to share it with him ..as most of the time I have done before . But before I do it I saw him eating a snack even without sharing it with me. I felt really sad, if I can tell him how m

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