Open Question: I feel so lonely and my “friends” took advantage of me…Help, please?
Wednesday, March 2nd, 2011Damn, I’ve been taken advantage of, those guys are jerks! I can’t believe them! One of them is an icky bisexual and the other one is an arrogant girl, who is also my crush, anyway, This is what happened yesterday, me and my “friends” are enrolling for the incoming semester, after that we went to the mall, all the money is on me( as always), I used my summer job’s paycheck, I’ve treated them in a Chinese fast food restaurant, dang, it did cost me a lot of money, I ordered them the most expensive dishes and I only had a simple meal, plus they had dessert and I didn’t bother to have one because of my cough, I never complained, they NEVER, as in, NEVER thanked me, and I am getting tired of their ugly behavior. After that, we went shopping, they bought themselves gadgets and perfumes( I joined them even though I hate shopping), also my day is getting even more screwed because of my cough(they never showed any concern), but when they are sick, I’ll be the first to come and comfort them. They are so…mean. After we went shopping, we went to our classmate’s house, even though I really wanted to go home, my classmate gave us coke, and we thanked him (AW! See how screwed they are!? Thanking the guy and not me, how about giving me some appreciation?), Then we went to the computer rental, but I didn’t enjoy at all, but my crush-friend was pissed off with me because I seemed to be in a spoiled mood(Damn that gal, I’ve treated her like a queen for a year and look what she did to me!), as we were about to go home, she called me a “bitchh” behind my back, haha, I was all teary because of that, but they didn’t notice. Then I went home, depressed, sick, feeling down and taken advantage of. I’ve been so stupid because I thought they were friends, but they are actually vampires. I was probably too afraid to lose them so I treated them so good, before, but now, I don’t need them, they need me! Lastly, my crush-friend is seriously messing me up, she said she also has a “crush” on me, and that she was jealous of her best friend, because her best friend likes me and I like her too, but my crush-friend begged me to stay away from her best friend, so I did what she asked me to do, but after this day, I am full of regret. =( Feel free to ask if u are confused.