Hello (:
Well, when i was 12 years old (im 14 now) i started having dreams about this guy that i have never in my life met he had black hair and black eyes. So, i turned 13 and i told my dad that i wanted to go to puerto vallarta. I have some aunts there from my moms side of the family. I stayed with them, and then she took me to this really pretty river and thre was a restaurant there so we ate and we were laughing like crazy cause she was saying that she couldnt speak english well and suddenly the guy from my dream just passed smiling at me. I swear, my jaw practically hit the floor.

And my aunt is like wow, he is cuteee.. and im like .. yeah, he is. When i saw him i didnt even realize that i was smiling. And my first thought was, go up there and talk to him!!! he looked like me but in a boy version (sounds funny, but its true)

So my aunt is like, grab the car keys and go down there. So i did, but he was already coming up so i didnt talk to him. He was in a table with his family, and me and my aunt passed cause she wanted to show me a part of the river and he dropped his fork when he saw me and i just giggled. But it was so weird! He was coming my way and i started doing the same and then my auny said: Come on, lets go!

I never saw him again. I still keep having these dreams. I cried so much, i felt like i knew him and even more. Why am i feeling this way????
I want to let it go, but i just can’t.
Any explanations?

Two brothers Tobias and Matthew who parents recently died in a car crash get separated and as Tobias tries in vain to find his older brother Matthew tries to erase the fact that he ever had a younger bother that was born and nearly succeeds except for dreams. Dreams of a young boy with eyes like his hiding pain. A boy different as a dog is from a whale yet so similar.

Tobias hit the ground hard nearly blacking out and for a moment thought he tasted blood in his mouth. He quickly got a hold of his senses when another fist came towards. All around him he heard people yelling, but all he heard was gibberish. He didn’t care about about what they were yelling though because another fist came his way.
“Stupid brat I should turn you into dog food” an infuriated restaurant owner screamed.
Another fist came Tobias’s way and connected with his cheek knocking him down. As another round of attacks came his way he rolled into the large group of people and a couple of grunts as he stood up and advanced to attack the owner.
“You stupid son of a ***** you think you can walk out with out paying. If you did you have another think coming!” the brick red owner shouted.
“Well up to this point I kind of did” Tobias dodged another attack. “See your rich I’m poor I steal from you and give to myself while you-” He jumped as a kick came towards him. “As I was saying while you try to kill me.”
“Get out of my place or I really will murder you” the owners breath was wasted because by the time the rant was over Tobias was already gone.

When he walked outside it was night. There was a foot of snow on the ground. The street lamps shining against the snow made it look like gold, but that’s what Tobias thought. He shook some snow out of his obsidian black hair. He shivered, but he didn’t notice the cold didn’t bother him he never wore a jacket even in the worst of winter conditions. Just a T-shirt and jeans for him any weather. He looked at his worn out jeans and tennis shoes then looked up when he heard someone running towards him. It was his only family left, Matthew or Matt for short. Matt was taller, more muscular, and in his opinion better looking too. Matt had lighter hair almost blonde grey to blue eyes, but wasn’t like Tobias at all Tobias had the same colored eyes but they didn’t seem like they had seen everything and more. Tobias had eyes filled with joy, but behind it sorrow ever since their parents death. Tobias broke out of thought when Matt started talking.
“Toby where have you been I’ve been worried sick. Also how did you get the bruise on your cheek it looks fresh, here let me look at it” Matthew said while approaching him.
“Hey I’ve told you to call me by my name which is Tobias and I’ve been around and I got into a small feud” Tobias answered.
“ A small feud! What have I told you about fighting.”
“That if I want to stay with you and our adoptive parents I have to keep my nose clean by not getting into fights and having good grades.” Tobias said with a smirk.
Matt rolled his eyes and returned the smirk with an angry glare. “I told you that because its true. Getting into fights and having bad grades might get you sent to a different family.” Matt yelled.
“Hey don’t yell at me I do what I can.”
“Know what see if I care when you get sent away”
Tears came into Tobias’s eyes then he turned and ran towards home. Matt quickly caught up with him and started talking. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean. And don’t worry I’ll come up with a story to cover up your fight okay”
As he wiped tears from his eyes Tobias answered “Yeah… okay that will work thanks big bro.”

Two brothers Tobias and Matthew who parents recently died in a car crash get separated and as Tobias tries in vain to find his older brother Matthew tries to erase the fact that he ever had a younger bother that was born and nearly succeeds except for dreams. Dreams of a young boy with eyes like his hiding pain. A boy different as a dog is from a whale yet so similar.
Tobias hit the ground hard nearly blacking out and for a moment thought he tasted blood in his mouth. He quickly got a hold of his senses when another fist came towards. All around him he heard people yelling, but all he heard was gibberish. He didn’t care about about what they were yelling though because another fist came his way.
“Stupid brat I should turn you into dog food” an infuriated restaurant owner screamed.
Another fist came Tobias’s way and connected with his cheek knocking him down. As another round of attacks came his way he rolled into the large group of people and a couple of grunts as he stood up and advanced to attack the owner.
“You stupid son of a bitch you think you can walk out with out paying. If you did you have another think coming!” the brick red owner shouted.
“Well up to this point I kind of did” Tobias dodged another attack. “See your rich I’m poor I steal from you and give to myself while you-” He jumped as a kick came towards him. “As I was saying while you try to kill me.”
“Get out of my place or I really will murder you” the owners breath was wasted because by the time the rant was over Tobias was already gone.
When he walked outside it was night. There was a foot of snow on the ground. The street lamps shining against the snow made it look like gold, but that’s what Tobias thought. He shook some snow out of his obsidian black hair. He shivered, but he didn’t notice the cold didn’t bother him he never wore a jacket even in the worst of winter conditions. Just a T-shirt and jeans for him any weather. He looked at his worn out jeans and tennis shoes then looked up when he heard someone running towards him. It was his only family left, Matthew or Matt for short. Matt was taller, more muscular, and in his opinion better looking too. Matt had lighter hair almost blonde grey to blue eyes, but wasn’t like Tobias at all Tobias had the same colored eyes but they didn’t seem like they had seen everything and more. Tobias had eyes filled with joy, but behind it sorrow ever since their parents death. Tobias broke out of thought when Matt started talking.
“Toby where have you been I’ve been worried sick. Also how did you get the bruise on your cheek it looks fresh, here let me look at it” Matthew said while approaching him.
“Hey I’ve told you to call me by my name which is Tobias and I’ve been around and I got into a small feud” Tobias answered.
“ A small feud! What have I told you about fighting.”
“That if I want to stay with you and our adoptive parents I have to keep my nose clean by not getting into fights and having good grades.” Tobias said with a smirk.
Matt rolled his eyes and returned the smirk with an angry glare. “I told you that because its true. Getting into fights and having bad grades might get you sent to a different family.” Matt yelled.
“Hey don’t yell at me I do what I can.”
“Know what see if I care when you get sent away”
Tears came into Tobias’s eyes then he turned and ran towards home. Matt quickly caught up with him and started talking. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean. And don’t worry I’ll come up with a story to cover up your fight okay”
As he wiped tears from his eyes Tobias answered “Yeah… okay that will work thanks big bro.”
This is just a rough draft I added a brief summary to give readers an idea of what I’m writing will work on details and add more later I only have after school and weekends to work on it so that’s why it seems rough
Also if anyone has any ideas for a name for it based on what you know do tell I was thinking of Search and Forget but doesn’t seem to really fit it

I told my english teacher about my future hoping to write a book, so to see if im good she told me to write one that expresses me and that will be half my grade ! so please tell me whats wrong with it ? i feel like theres something missing. hopefully if its good enough ill publish it someday.

Tonight I was feeling more aggravated than ever. What people put me through doesn’t seem to run through their mind, obviously they just think about themselves. I’m probably over exaggerating when I say I wish my family could drop dead or just leave out of town for good. I swear on that.
Outside, the air felt musky and warm as if it just finish raining, it really didn’t give me fresh air. The air I was desperately needing at the moment. The pond I was sitting by calmed me down a bit, it always did. When these trees surround me I’m no longer in Clover Park, it becomes my own personal meadow. Every time I’m here I feel like I can concur the world and do what I please. I jumped up from the sound of a thud coming near my way. Maybe I was being followed. But who in the world would be following me at this late hour ?
I snatched the nearest branch that was next to me and hovered over to a tree for cover. Just before I was going to attack, I caught a glimpse of a guy. He didn’t look like he was going to attack at all, he looked wary and depress starring down at the cold ground. He wasn’t aware of my presence until he looked up at me in shock, poor guy looked like he hadn’t slept for days.” wait, please ! Don’t hit me! ” he pleaded.” Uh-uh, well. ” just then the moonlight shinned upon his face, this boy was gorgeous, drop dead beautiful. His black hair went perfect with his dark skin. But what I loved most of all was his green eyes. A angel I’d never thought about or thought I would see.” I’m really, really sorry! ” I muttered. ” I didn’t mean to scare you. You see I was just, ” I paused just then, he was looking at me smiling. ” Don’t worry about it. It’s fine. You just caught me off guard. ” I felt blood rush to my cheeks and looked away from him. In a matter of seconds it started pouring. I turned to look at his expression, but he was just starring at me. His eyes were locked into mine. His face was serious and dull-like , I can see curiosity hit him. We stared at each other for what felt like forever. Neither one of us looked away.
The cold rain dripped down my cheeks and soaked my hair. If I don’t leave now I’m going to be worse than sick by tonight. I turned my back on him, which must’ve been rude, but he wasn’t talking anyway. I walked out of the forest and toward the public bathroom. Damn it, I forgot it was closed at this late hour. Where the hell am I suppose to go now ? ” Hey, wait. ” The stranger said just a few feet behind me. ” I no a restaurant you can go to for now until the rain stops, doesn’t seem like you want to go home. ”
I turned around, is my expression that obvious ? ” No, home isn’t the place for me right now. But I’ll only be interested in your offer if you join me. ” I said with a polite smile. I really didn’t like being in restaurants without someone with me. Look at the bright side on this ugly, Friday night. I’m soaked, frustrated ( not as much as before ) and hungry. But then again … I happened to meet a handsome guy, who’s sweet ( as far as I know ) and generous. My night with him might end well, but what happens when I get home ?